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Showing posts with label THE WAY I THINK. Show all posts
Showing posts with label THE WAY I THINK. Show all posts

Thursday 25 June 2015

MY LIFE TO DAY

SINCE  MY WIFE DIED IT IS NOW OVER EIGHT  MONTHS.
AS I WRITE  A DIARY EVERY  DAY ( THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE DONE NEARLY  ALL MY MARRIED LIFE )
I CAN SEE  THE CHAGES IN THE WAY I LOOK AT PEOPLE
I TRY  NOT TO  BE SO OUT SPOKEN BUT I AM MUCH MORE  TRUTFUL AND HONEST.
IT IS HARD FOR ME TO TOLERATE PEOPLE AND LISTEN TO THEIR STUPIED OPINIONS ON LIFE AND HOW TO LIVE.
I TALK A LOT TO G-D AND IF I WANT SOMETHING I TURN  TO HIM AS PEOPLE AND ALL SITUATION IN LIFE BELONG TO G-D AND THE  HUMAN IS ZERO.
IF SOMEONE HURTS ME I TURN TO G-D
I NEVER USED TO  TURN SO MUCH TO
G-D TO TAKE MY SIDE
I THINK IT IS THAT HALF OF ME HAS GONE TO THE  (OLAM HAAMES )  THE TRUTFUL WORLD.
AS MY WIFE AND  ME BE CAME ONE AND NOW THAT SHE HAS GONE HALF OF ME HAS  GONE.
IT IS  VERY PAINFUL FOR ME TO LIVE WITH  PEOPLE IN  THIS WORLD.
NEXT WEEK MY OLDEST SON IS COMING TO LONDON FOR A FEW DAYS
I TALK WITH HIM  EVERY DAY MORNING AND EVENINGS  ( he phones me )
BUT I HAVE NOT SEEN HIM FOR SIX MONTHS
WHEN HE KISS  ME HE SAYS THAT HE IS PART OF ME AND PART OF MY WIFE
AND WHEN  HE LOVES ME IT IS LIKE MY WIFE IS GIVING   ME LOVE.
I HAVE COME TO THE UNDERSTANDING THAT FRUM PEOPLE  DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW IMPORTANT LOVE IN LIFE IS THEY THINK IT IS SOMETHING DIRTY.