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Showing posts with label LONELINESS. Show all posts
Showing posts with label LONELINESS. Show all posts

Thursday 10 September 2015

LOSING MY WIFE TIKWAH A.H

A LADY FRIEND OF MY WIFE WALKED PAST MY HOUSE
SHE ASKED ME HOW I AM
I SAID TO HER VERY VERY LONLEY
I SAID TO HER FROM ALL THE NEIGHBOURS IN MY STREET ONLY ONE CARED AND ASKED ME HOW I  AM GETTING ON THE REST NEVER EVEN SAID HELLO NOT THE MEN AND OF COURSE NOT THE WOMEN
IN MANCHESTER MY DAUGHTER IN LAW INTRDUCED ME TO A NOT FRUM GROUP MEN AND WOMEN IT IS CALLED HEATHLANDS
THEY GIVE COMPANY TO LONLEY PEOPLE
THEY ARE A JEWISH ORGANISATION   BUT THEY KNOW VERY LITTLE ABOUT YIDDISHKEIT BUT IN CARING ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE
THEY ARE FAR ABOVE THE FRUMERS

Friday 5 August 2011

LONELINESS AND ISOLATION

I HAVE TO START BY TELLING YOU, THAT EVERY STORY I WRITE ARE NOT FANTASY BUT TRUE.
A FEW YEARS AGO I WAS VERY DOWN.

ONE FRIDAY NIGHT I DID NOT LET IT EFFECT MY FAMILY.
AFTER EATING, I WENT TO BED AND AS I WAS LYING IN BED,
I WAS THINKING A LOT ABOUT MY LIFE,
THE ISOLATION OF PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTANDING ME AND THE LONELINESS THIS BROUGHT.

I DREAMT  THAT THE BEIS YISROEL  Z.L.,
MY RABBI, I MET HIM IN MY DREAM AND TOLD HIM THAT I HAVE NO FRIENDS,
PEOPLE I THOUGHT, WERE MY FRIENDS, AS SOON AS THEY DID  NOT LIKE THINGS I DID.
DIDN'T EVEN WANT AN EXPLANATION  OR TO DEBATE IF I WAS RIGHT OR WRONG,
STOPPED TALKING TO ME INSULTED ME ETC,ETC,
THE REBBE TOLD ME TO MAKE G=D YOUR FRIEND.
WHICH I DID, I TRAINED MY IMAGINATION TO THINK THAT THE RIBONO SHEL OLAM WAS STANDING NEXT TO ME AND
I USED TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT ALL MY PROBLEMS.

IF I WAS SITTING IN A SHIUR AND DID NOT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING, 
I USED TO TURN TO MY GOOD FRIEND TO OPEN MY MIND.
THE SAME WAS IF I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING GOING WRONG ON THE LAPTOP, ETC,ETC,
I ALWAYS TURNED TO MY BEST FRIEND, WHO ACCEPTED ME IN MY CIRCUMSTANCES,WHAT EVER I DID.

TODAY I HAVE NO PROBLEMS IN UNDERSTANDING EVERYTHING, I JUST TURN TO MY BEST FRIEND AND HE HELPS ME.

ONE SHABBOS MORNING I WAS WALKING IN STAMFORD HILL ON MY WAY TO DAVEN .
A FEW GOYIM WERE COMING OPPOSITE ME, THEY HAD TWO BIG DOGS WITH THEM.
THEY RELEASED THE DOGS AND TOLD THEM TO ATTACK ME.
I TURNED TO MY TRUSTWORTHY FRIEND, WHAT DO I DO ?
THE DOGS CAME WITHIN TWO FEET OF ME WENT QUIET STOPPED BARKING.
THE GOYIM TRIED TO ENCOURAGE THEM TO ATTACK ME BUT THEY WOULD NOT MOVE.
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BELIEVE ME YOU CAN ALL TRY IT.